sitting at the corner of my room accompanied by the sounds of raindrops shattering on the ground, the smell of wet grass and the cool breeze of the wind. ive always love rainy days, it give me the sense of calmness deep in me. ive been pondering to myself about alot of things that have occured in my life. i see smiles around me but for me, i have to fake one. this problems and thinking have taken a toll on me now. i settle other's problems but what about my own, i provide game plans for others but do i have one for myself?

thot that this year would prove to be a better year for me as compared to last year but it just feels the same. ive been keeping alot of things to myself but sooner or later i have to spill it out right.

i'll take things slow, even if i fall atleast i learn something. i need to do something, i need to be out from home. valkyer's bbq pit in a few hours, at least i can have some time to get away from all this. i wish..

PACMAN ate me up at 1:45 PM